The girl I used to be

She came tonight as I sat alone,
The girl I used to be...

And she gazed at me with her earnest eyes
And questioned reproachfully:
Have you forgoten the many plans
And hopes that I had for you?
The great career, the splendid fame,
All the wonderfull things to do?
Where is the mansion of stately height
With all its gardens rare?
The silken robes that I dreamed for you
And the jewels in your hair?

And as she spoke, I was very sad
For I wanted her pleased with me...
This splended girl from the shadowy post
The girl that I used to be.

So gently rising, I took her hand,
And guided her up the stair
Where peacefully sleeping, my babies law
Innocent, sweet and fair.
And I told her that these are my only gems,
And precious they are to me;

That siken robe is my motherhood

Of costly simplicity.

And my mansion of stately height is love,

And the only career I know

Is serving each day in these sheltered walls

For the dear ones who came and go.

And as I spoke to my shadowy guest,

She smiled through her tears at me.

And I saw the woman that I am now

Pleased the girl that I used to be.

Author Unknown

Dúvida eterna Movida pela dúvida e pela insatisfação iniciei uma busca até à exaustão. E mergulhei nos mares, subi às altas montanhas sentei-me nos vales, observei, escutei... até as pedras levantei. Abri todas as portas fechadas até que as minhas dúvidas me fossem tiradas. De rastos, sem rumo a desanimar concluí que não sei onde mais procurar... Que será afinal o que busco, o que quero? Só sei, que não sei... apenas espero.

aulas.................

ontem começei as minhas aulas. até agora os profes têm sido fixes, mas a turma....deixa muito a desejar. até tem úmas pessoas fixes, mas há outras que não me inspiram confiança. bem, deixando isso de lado, tenho um horário muito fixe!!! duas manhãs e duas tardes livres, melhor era impossível!!!!!mas agora é que vai começara a apertar......bem, seja o que Deus quiser....